Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Blogging tym!

I just want to share what I did instead of online and wasting my time with the damn social network, Facebook. Officially last night, I announced that I won't be on FB for about 3 weeks because I want to study for my final exam. I'm worried about it too much because I didn't touch anything yet about Biology, Chemistry especially the organic chemistry and Maths. I don't know where to start actually. And I'm scared if i can't score!

Just last night, i stayed up till 2 a.m. Luckily, I had the strength to move on, with such kind of attitude. But I believe that my efforts to get the best for myself will be paid someday. Furthermore, I believe that Jesus Lord always be with and He won't go away from me. Definitely!

And tonight, gonna stay up until...don't know..

So that, no Facebook for a moment..I just spent 10minutes to do this crappy post to make sure that I can study.





*Lots of grammatical error! There's no time to edit this damn post! Hehe..later la edit..

Friday, March 18, 2011

Problem+Stress+Exam


Got too many PROBLEM recently!

......STRESS......

And I don't want this!

All I want is a happiness!

Free without problem!

Free without stress!

Free without exam!
...Exam!...
...Exam!...


I hope that all of this won't affect my Exam result!
That's all for tonight maybe..Need to calm down myself.
Good night!



Thursday, March 17, 2011

Banmal Song!






This song was composed by YongHwa CN Blue and Seohyun SNSD. And I like this song very much!

고마워라는그말도
go ma wo ra neun geu mal do

안녕이란말도
an nyeong i ran mal do

내겐너무어려워요
nae gen neo mu eo ryeo wo yo

정말감사해요
jeong mal gam sa hae yo

많이고마워요
manhi ko ma wo yo

나는이말밖에못해요
na neun I mal bakk e mot hae yo

모든게처음이라서
mo deun ge cheo eum I ra seo

나사실은너무나서톤걸요
na sa shil eun neo mu na seo ton geol yo

어떻게말할까
eo ttoh ke mal hal kka

뭐라고말할까
mweo ra go mal hal kka

나는오늘도망설이죠
na neun o neul do mang seol I jyo

어리서로반말하는사이가되기를
eo ri seo ro ban mal ha neun sa I ga doe gi reul

아직조금서투르고오색한데도
a jik jo geum seo tu reu go o saek han de do

고마워요라는말투대신
gomawoyo ra neun mal tu dae sin

좀더친하게말을해줄래
jom deo chik ha ge mal eum hae jul rae

우리서로반말하는사이가될거야
o ri seo ro ban mal ha neun sa I ga doel geo ya

한걸음씩…천천히다가와
han geol eum ssik…cheon cheon hi da ga wa

내두눈음바라보며
nae du nun eum ba ra bo myeo

말음해졸래
mal eum hae jol rae

널사랑해
neol sa rang hae

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Farewell Dinner Labuan Matriculation College

At Manikar Beach Resort, Labuan
From Right Azwa, Press, me and Ili
My classmates, H2T10

with Yap, Sandra and Pinq
My bestfriend, Daphne and I

Sunday, March 13, 2011

I'm tired of everything!


I wish I couldn't feel anything for anyone, because I'm feeling so bad for not having someone who loves me. Sometimes loving someone only brings sadness, and I'm tired of trying to be a good person, i'm tired of trying to be a perfect person, when i don't ..i just wanted some attention and some love, but i think it's impossible for me, maybe i'm asking too much. :)

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Blogs Updates!

Its me! Chemist Lab Tym!
Hello you all..lama sy x update ni blog. Banyak kerja..assignments, Tutorial, mau study lagi..huh! x terkira kerja sebagai seorang pelajar. Minggu ni jak full dengan Class and then lectures and so on la..hehe..luckily, masih ada masa juga update kan..

Actually, minggu ni la antara minggu yang paling sibuk bagi sy..pasal?? sbb mau serius sdh mau study..no more movie, dramas dan 'pet-pot' sana-sini..makin panic sudah ni..banyak ketinggalan sudah. Mesti paksa diri ni kalau x, alamat la pointer rendah nanti..Final exam pun tinggal 30 ari lagi..bayangkan 3 subjek 'KILLER' dalam masa 30 hari..Seriously! there's no time for joking.

I need to push my self till the end! Struggle and Study! study..study..study..study..study..Okay la, see ya next time!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Let us learn Korean Numbers!


1- Hana
2-dul
3-Set
4-net
5-dasot
6-yosot
7-ilgop
8-yodol
9-ahop
10-yol
11-yol-hana
20-seumun
21-sumul-hana
30-seorun
31-seorun-hana
40-maheun
41-maheun-hana
50-swoon
60-yesun
70-ilheun
80-yodeul
90-aheun
100-baek
1000-chon
10000-man

to be continued..

Sunday, February 6, 2011

The Story of Joshua and Caleb


The story of Joshua and Caleb is one of the most powerful and dramatic stories in all of the Bible. That is why I want to share with you this story. This is the brief synopsis of the story:

God sends Moses into the land of Egypt to rescue and deliver His people from their slavery to the Egyptians. He throws 10 whopper plaques at the Pharaoh in order to get him to release His people from their bondage. God literally parts the Red Sea to complete the deliverance mission. God the Father performs one of the most powerful supernatural displays of signs and wonders that the world has ever seen to get His people pulled out of Egypt.

Moses tells God’s people that God will give them what He calls the Promised Land. It is a land flowing with milk and honey. He will settle His people down in this land and this is where He will then break the Israelites off into 12 different tribes.

However, there is one little catch to this story. Before they are allowed to enter into this Promised Land, they must all first pass a test with the Lord. God allows them to stay in the wilderness for 40 years. He gives them all the basics as far as food and water in order to survive in the wilderness for the 40 years. God purposely tested His people to see if they would hold fast to Him and follow all of His ways while in this wilderness setting. And time after time, they continued to get themselves in major trouble with the Lord.


At one point, God got so mad at their rebellious attitude, that He literally wanted to kill them. But Moses went into the gap for his people, pleaded his case before God as to why He should not kill His people, and the Bible said God relented and changed His mind – all because Moses stood in the gap and effectively pleaded his case before God.

However, just after a little over 2 years into this 40 year wilderness journey is where they finally blew it for the last time with God the Father. The Israelites sent twelve spies into the Promised Land to check out who the enemy was and to develop battle strategies to defeat them. God was going to allow them to go into the Promised Land, but they first had to defeat and drive out some of their enemies in order to conquer and possess the land.

When the spies came back, ten of them came back with a bad report. They said their enemies were giants and that their kingdoms were too well fortified and they would not be able to defeat them.

Now mind you, God had just got done delivering them out of Egypt with one of the greatest displays of His supernatural power the world has ever seen with Him throwing 10 whopper plaques against the Egyptians and then parting the Red Sea to give them safe passage into the wilderness.

When God saw all of their negative attitudes and their lack of faith and belief in Him and His power, He literally threw up His hands and said that was going to be it. At this point, He tells them that all of the men who are 20 years and older would not enter into the Promised Land due to their lack of faith and belief in Him. He said they would all wander in the desert for the next 40 years until they all literally died out in the desert. God says that their carcasses would fall in this wilderness and that their sons would be their shepherds bearing the brunt of their infidelity towards God.

The spies that went went in to spy out the land did so for 40 days. As a result of this bad report – God pronounces judgment that they should wander in the wilderness for 40 years to match up with the 40 days that they had spied out the land for.

Now this is where Joshua and Caleb come in. God then tells Joshua and Caleb that they and the younger generation under 20 years of age would be the ones who would be able to go into the Promised Land because they had “wholeheartedly followed God.” They had full faith and belief in God that He could defeat all of their enemies once they went into the Promised Land to conquer and possess it.


Joshua was the leader that eventually led them in. Moses himself was not allowed to go in and he died and was buried out in the wilderness. Joshua then took Moses’ position as leader of the Israelites. Joshua then goes into the Promised Land with his strong faith and belief in God, and then proceeds to literally wipe their enemies off the face of the earth and conquer and possess the land that God had promised their earlier forefathers Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.

I will leave you with one last thought. Joshua and Caleb took their strong faith and belief in God, entered the Promised Land, and achieved total victory in God. The Bible says that God is no respecter of persons. What He will do for one, He will do for another.

If God is calling you to go through this door, then rest assured that you will have the full power of God operating through you to achieve total victory just like Joshua did!



It's Me!

  • I can't wait to leave this island, Labuan. Wow..sedar x sedar, almost 1 year sudah study di Labuan nie. And the most important is what should I do after I finished here, Government Matriculation programme??
  • I don't want to spend my 5 months at home. At least, mesti cari duit poket sebelum masuk University bulan september nanti. Maybe I'll continue my first Degree at UKM/UM/UPM/UTM.
  • Owh, almost forget about my 5 months before entering Uni. I need to gain my works experience. Argghh..think about it later. My final exam is just around the corner! I need to pass this exam and then after that, ENJOY!!
  • So far, I have too many assignments that need to complete and need to pass it as fast as possible. Don't talk about stress! Ia datang tanpa diundang pun. Memang susah sangat nak survive disini lebih2 lagi orang macam saya nie. But simply I say, I don't care what people said. God created me like this! So, just accept it. I'm special! That's all I can say.
  • Just wish me luck! So that I can excel in my Exam. Forget about everything for sometimes. God will do the rest!
I just want to share this verse taken from Holy Bible(Matthew 7:7),
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

The phrases signify to seek with earnestness, diligence, and perseverance. The promise is, that what we seek shall be given us. It is of course implied that we seek with a proper spirit, with humility, sincerity, and perseverance. It is implied, also, that we ask the things which it may be consistent for God to give - that is, things which he has promised to give, and which would be best for us, and most for his own honor.
Amen!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

When I say "I'm a Christian!"

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I am saved"
I'm whispering "I get lost!"
"That is why I chose this way."

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need someone to be my guide.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
and pray for strength to carry on.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
and cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
my flaws are too visible
but God believes I'm worth it.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
which is why I seek His name.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I'm loved.

-Author Carol Wimmer - Copyright 1988




Dear friends,
This poem is the heart of what I believe.
Many people have passed through these poem,
that do not know the love of Jesus and have said
that Christians judge, condemn, and speak as hypocrites.

As the poem says...
"I do not wish to judge you, because I have no authority.
My flaws are all too visible...and I'm confessing that I have stumbled".

My only desire, when you visit my pages, is that you will feel
and come to know the love that Jesus has for you.
Not feel as though you are being condemned or judged.

Jesus came that we may have life...
and have it more abundantly!
He is not a dead prophet that spoke great things...
BUT, a risen Savior...that is as real today,
as the days He walked the earth.

We are not loved by Jesus because we are special....
You and I are special because Jesus loves us and gave His
life for us so that we may truly be free!

I pray the peace of Jesus that passes all understanding,
be with you as you visit these pages!
Amen!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

John 14-6.



There is no other way to have a right relationship with the living God other than through union with his Son, Jesus Christ. We cannot approach God trusting in our own goodness, morality, sincere religious feelings, baptism, communion or outward profession. All these things are worthless outside of the radical transformation wrought by the power of the Spirit of God when we are born again and trust, believe, repent and commit ourselves to the only one who has power to save, Jesus - the Christ.

He is "the way" to the Father: all other ways lead to destruction and Hell. He is "the truth" embodied in human flesh - the fullness of the Godhead and the exact representation of the person of God. He is "the life" - who alone has immortality and who is, in his own person, "life." He is the fountain of eternal life of which we are called to drink - that we might have life - and that abundantly in the knowledge of God.

Do not be deceived, God is not interested in your sincerity, your morality, your church attendance or your Bible reading if you have not trusted in the person of Jesus Christ the Lord!

Monday, January 17, 2011

Friendship..



FRIENDSHIP IS A PRICELESS GIFT

THAT CANNOT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD

BUT ITS VALUE IS FAR GREATER

THAN THE MOUNTAIN MADE OF GOLD

FOR GOLD IS COLD & LIFELESS

IT CAN NEITHER SEE NOR HEAR

& IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE

IT IS POWER LESS 2 CHEER--

IT HAS NO EARS 2 LISTEN

NOR HEART 2 UNDERSTAND

IT CANNOT BRING U CONFORT

OR REACH OUT A HELPING HAND

SO WHEN U ASK

GOD FOR A GIFT

BE THANKFUL IF HE SENDS

NOT DIAMONDS, PEARLS OR RICHES

BUT THE LOVE OF REAL TRUE FRIENDS

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Siapa yang KAYA?, Siapa yang MISKIN?


Entri pada kali ini ialah mengenai sebuah cerita yang sangat besar ertinya, sangat menakjubkan, dan merupakan satu renungan yang amat indah bagi saya.

Indonesian Version

Satu hari, seorang ayah yang berasal dari keluarga kaya membawa anaknya dalam satu perjalanan mengelilingi negeri dengan tujuan memperlihatkan pada si anak bagaimana miskinnya kehidupan orang-orang disekitarnya. Mereka lalu menghabiskan beberapa hari di sebuah rumah pertanian yang dianggap si ayah dimiliki keluarga yang amat miskin.

Setelah kembali dari perjalanan mereka, si ayah menanyai anaknya :

“Bagaimana perjalanannya nak?”.

“Perjalanan yang hebat, yah”.

“Sudahkah kamu melihat betapa miskinnya orang-orang hidup?,” Si bapak bertanya.

“O tentu saja,” jawab si anak.

“Sekarang ceritakan, apa yang kamu pelajari dari perjalanan itu,” kata si bapak.

Si anak menjawab :

Saya melihat bahwa kita punya satu anjing, tapi mereka punya empat anjing.

Kita punya kolam renang yang panjangnya sampai pertengahan taman kita, tapi mereka punya anak sungai yang tidak ada ujungnya.

Kita mendatangkan lampu-lampu untuk taman kita, tapi mereka memiliki cahaya bintang di malam hari.

Teras tempat kita duduk-duduk membentang hingga halaman depan, sedang teras mereka adalah horizon yang luas.

Kita punya tanah sempit untuk tinggal, tapi mereka punya ladang sejauh mata memandang.

Kita punya pembantu yang melayani kita, tapi mereka melayani satu sama lain.

Kita beli makanan kita, tapi mereka menumbuhkan makanan sendiri.

Kita punya tembok disekeliling rumah untuk melindungi kita, sedangkan mereka punya teman-teman untuk melindungi mereka.

Ayah si anak hanya bisa bungkam.

Lalu si anak menambahkan kata-katanya : “Ayah, terima kasih sudah menunjukkan betapa MISKIN-nya kita”.




Bukankah itu adalah perspektif yang sangat indah?.

Membuatkan kita tertanya-tanya apa yang akan terjadi bila kita semua mengucap syukur untuk semua yang kita miliki, daripada khuatir tentang apa yang tidak kita miliki.

Hargailah setiap hal yang kita miliki. Hargai setiap teman dan tolong mereka dengan memberi kesegaran baru pada cara pandang dan paradigma mereka.

Hidup ini terlalu singkat dan teman-teman (sebanyak apapun) terlalu sedikit.

Meskipun kita mempunyai segalanya bukan bererti kita kaya. Sedangkan orang sederhana yang (kelihatannya) tidak mempunyai apapun tidak bererti orang itu miskin.

Itu baru penilaian secara fizikal, belum lagi hatinya, imannya....Hanya Dia yang tahu..


Saturday, January 15, 2011

Random Facts about Me

My Favorite Word: I
Noise I love: Ocean waves
Noise I hate: The phone ringing
What turns me on (spiritually, creatively): A good book, being with my family, Korean movies/dramas, hanging out with friends.
What turns me off: Close-mindedness, gossip meant to hurt somebody
Profession I would like to attempt: I'm not sure yet..LOL
Profession I would hate: Discipline Teacher
Onto the Facts:
  • There was a time in my life when I was unable to listen to anything other than 'memaki'.
  • I can't and won't function without on9 in the morning.
  • I only need 4 or 5 hours of sleep. Enough.
  • I have great friends from all periods of my life.
  • I love biographies. Excellent ones I have read: David McCullough’s bio of John Adams.
  • I was made fun of in Primary School. People put signs on my back that said, “Look at my ugly pants!” Nice! LOL.
  • Things I need to do before I die:
    Travel to Moon
    Become rich and so on..
  • Studying at KML bores me.
  • The only computer game I play is Sim City..hahaha
  • I don't like cartoons..seriously!
  • I couldn't live without Computers.
  • I can spend hours on the phone...haha
  • I hate the smell of TOILET!
  • I love surprises.
  • I speak Malay and English, and tried learning Korean, French, and Chinese.
  • I love Facebook.